You are apple of my eye

yup, im offically 19. old again but mature alot. so let me briefly describe how much i change at my age 18.

december 2010: i finish my attachement.. This is where my life became independent without my parents help. all my own. my own world no one will know...

january 2011: i pray to god hopefully let me into poly.. i know i didt do well. i hate studies but least i give it try.. from that i never regret what path i take but hope i can change myself become better towards my life.

february 2011: This where i get my job 'gap'. sometimes i dun like the way they treat each other..

march 2011: sch reopening.. hopefully everything goes well for me .. ..

april 2011: sch starts.. im blessed that i have bunch of nice classmates with me. just like the old times 2008aerospace intake classmates ..

may 2011: working schooling , gym-ing , everyday ... life become more to much busy each day.. till i nearly fall sick everyday. hanging on my life!

june 2011: focus much on my studies work , gym, friends, bball .. really push myself alot.. all was on fast pace

july 2011: new part timer came into GAP.. i wont forget the fun we had! we part-timers rocks in GAP..where had lots of fun!* bazzar/GSS

august 2011: club is the old times .. *promise her not going anymore cause i willing to change for her.

september 2011: Theres someone out there.. I did't notice how much i let her sad.. Till that time i wanted to know more about her..* genting* slowly slowly i fall for her.. At that point of time when i know how much i wanna see her that badly.. this when i know i love alot ,really love her alot. all my mind is her. 30-09-11

october 2011: This is when i begin to change for her.. i know every word every action i did very childish.. but shes the one i willing to change for. i really love her alot.. infact i wanna make her smile everyday.. protect her.. share her troubles with me. make something difference about me..

i love you my baby <3 i wont let go of you , wont let u sad .. let me continue to make u smile ,care for u ... please let me forver continue to love u more.

i miss u badly LJY

sign off 11:11:11