My one and only.

Hi everyone im back to my blog again. browsing through all these memories post. always make me feel how my life change. up up / down down, down down / up up.but all these is really an experience for me.. Not the result but the process. The tough 2011 road.No matter what i wont let myself down.

Friendship.. i believe friendship. Although sometimes quite disappointing .. but i came through so far with them .. i mean without them my life wont be that great isn't it ? i trust friendship, hopefully they also..

Work- i said i wanna rest after quitted GAP .. but it seems like im still continue working.. thats how independent life rolls.. i don't belong to wealth family. but im glad i know how to think .. if not im gonna quarrel with my family about financial issues. And this year my mum really help me alot.. Love u mummy!

Family - Franky speaking.. For the pass 5-6/7/8/9 months ? i never once,really stay at home for the whole entire day. But they do understand :) *independent.

We gonna say goodbye to 2011 maybe 2more days and welcome 2012? And tmr is an important day..Our 3rd months anniversary <3 i forever love u alot..Damm lot :D i promise i wont let u down, let u sad or emo again <3 Forever gonna stay by ur side protect u .. Remember to take care of ur health and gum. no Boo Boo tea for u this week!! :*( All the little things u done for me is inside me. i wont forget.. Lastly happy 3rd months anniversary superb love u .

-JayceLimJiaYu

New year resolution
1) Hope she everyday smile :)
2) Hope she everyday healthy.
3) Lastly i hope i can be a better person for her.

You are apple of my eye

yup, im offically 19. old again but mature alot. so let me briefly describe how much i change at my age 18.

december 2010: i finish my attachement.. This is where my life became independent without my parents help. all my own. my own world no one will know...

january 2011: i pray to god hopefully let me into poly.. i know i didt do well. i hate studies but least i give it try.. from that i never regret what path i take but hope i can change myself become better towards my life.

february 2011: This where i get my job 'gap'. sometimes i dun like the way they treat each other..

march 2011: sch reopening.. hopefully everything goes well for me .. ..

april 2011: sch starts.. im blessed that i have bunch of nice classmates with me. just like the old times 2008aerospace intake classmates ..

may 2011: working schooling , gym-ing , everyday ... life become more to much busy each day.. till i nearly fall sick everyday. hanging on my life!

june 2011: focus much on my studies work , gym, friends, bball .. really push myself alot.. all was on fast pace

july 2011: new part timer came into GAP.. i wont forget the fun we had! we part-timers rocks in GAP..where had lots of fun!* bazzar/GSS

august 2011: club is the old times .. *promise her not going anymore cause i willing to change for her.

september 2011: Theres someone out there.. I did't notice how much i let her sad.. Till that time i wanted to know more about her..* genting* slowly slowly i fall for her.. At that point of time when i know how much i wanna see her that badly.. this when i know i love alot ,really love her alot. all my mind is her. 30-09-11

october 2011: This is when i begin to change for her.. i know every word every action i did very childish.. but shes the one i willing to change for. i really love her alot.. infact i wanna make her smile everyday.. protect her.. share her troubles with me. make something difference about me..

i love you my baby <3 i wont let go of you , wont let u sad .. let me continue to make u smile ,care for u ... please let me forver continue to love u more.

i miss u badly LJY

sign off 11:11:11

The chemical love u gave me~

Mcr where i killjoys.

Hmmm, days past just like bullets.. what should i blog? anw i dont really like to say my blog is dead, cause all these is gonna be my memories.. 'hall of fames' so ya im here again to blog to who ever here to read. Soooo the past i gone through. lots of shit troubles over these period but i still believe one day im here, still smiling.. no matter what happen a simple smile made my day :) alright.. been working over the past 1 yearsss... and i m gonna quit 'gap' next week? but still every job to me is a experience. i seriously learn alot. 'thanks to the ppl there'. but i will still miss the ppl there. i can see things differently that i dont really elaborate out .. but move on. this is life.. me myself always is different. but still i seee alot of different ppl out there... *sometimes a stranger can bring great meaning to your life :) The same old song that never fail to make me understand~


seriously tdy u made make me **** UVM!!!

The Kids From Yesterday Is Different From Today.

Crawling back to my blog..
Time really past like a fast one. anytime we gonna welcome 2012 :) Had been staying outside more then at home.. seriously i hate busy life. i cant imagine when i gonna be a full-timer adult can i even endure? i guess. infact i feel like a small-adult.. where i walk alone. true. i can survive without a single money from my parents and i did it 1years. fucking hate ppl say i'm rich jus becoz i stay condo !! u guys don't even know what the shit is happening in my family.. if one day i cannot take it, i swear i gonna leave my house.. Time is really driving me crazy but still i put on the happy mask. sigh~

沒那麼簡單

a song

hello everyone :D

a song that i came across. a song that i heard. a song that i keep repeating alot of times. a song that i dun even know why i will so into it. a song that i saw someones heart. a song makes me change again. a song that wonder the things i did is it right? a song that's so meaningful. a song a person i remind of. a song i willing to give for. a song wonder why i said these words. a song u won't ever feel. a song so different. a song i hope u will know. a song what u are to me? a song i hope u ... ...happy.


anw the song i refer is not my blog song :D

i choose to run away like it was yesterday.

what is the worst? and what can be the worst? my brain!! fuck that! had been 3 days consecutive headache!! after all those panadol pills!! just bury me with my fav colours. nevertheless i still went for work!! jesus, my throat, my pathetic nose, geez.... seriously i had lost interested of working.. i got no choice!! if not i swear i won't work and live on. as for school.. please give me hope!! and i'm slowing moving back to my track.. alright, not gonna fuck around anymore!! so long and goodbye~

Nobody knows me im cold walkin down this road all alone.

You’ve got that smile that i’ll give my life up for you.. slept for a few hours today. And forced myself up for b-ball session. Had all 3 full court games and managed to win all 3 !! who say most of the short will lost to the tall !! nope,'effort' is the game. seriously... had not been working for this whole week, means next week my schedule gonna be packed!! cash running low ya gonna work more and fill it back :D next wed then can PUMP!!! like also no time for alot of thing, gonna start planning for next week :( Recently caught most of the movie like HP3, transformer3, HangoverII, Mr popper penguins blah blah blah.. make me like movie insane. LOL. yaaa, after class test over means NDP coming.. after NDP means exams is near.. gonna make my move already, never start late. Hmm.. that's about it :D bye...

Toss a grenade

Dear blog,i'm back to blog again :)) Someone told me at the age of 33 i will turn back the clock and he say i still has it... ... So ya, holiday is gonna end at this week.. means hell is ahead. :) hopefully, this week i plann my schedule perfectly :)) fucking,lots of things to do !!! Hmmm and hope by end of year get i my license ,good grades and earn fucking lots of money!!.. after all the license fee, transport feee, my expensee bla bla bla+++.. seriously i'm fucking broke!! anw, easy come easy go, life always on :) As for tdy, went home tgt with my supervisor and i'm always his best listener :) after all of his words, my minds started to rotated. The hard work, the stress. criticism, everything he tolerated.. u wont be able to know.. but i know something! Those outsider eyes.. my friends, my family.. it's different.. hmmmm, ya thats for all today.. i will re-update again goodbye :) ''I would go through all this pain, take a bullet straight through my bulletproof heart. ''

The lyrics Eminem - Space Bound

Looking amazing.

I wondering why am i bloggin right now? maybe i miss my blog bah.. anw i'm having my 3weeks of holiday like fast one, i guess;) once sch re-open gonna get back on track and start study ** everytime once holiday i is either enjoy, slack not endure.. i wanna go PUMPP!!! feel so no time and lazy right now~~ gonna work.. now then i know i over spent my limit!! Happy is tmr is pay day :))was wondering did i change alot? or what am i to myself? had been asking this to myself~ i must always remind to control and be myself.. Cause this is what i should be and not change.. hmmm gonna work le Fullstop~ Heee

i must constant remind!!!

What Are Words?

After i heard this song i understand my life is so fortunate.. So we must hang on, never stop just keep going..There's always a miracle. Cherish my life, cherish my love ones. Recently i don't really have time for sleep or stop down.. i must earn. i must study. i must be 2times of myself. i know i have no life.. No joy, no fun, no time for my favorite things.. But i understand after everything is worth. i respect my parents alot cause they gave me alot that i haven't repay them.. Life is never easy, just like money not easy to earn.. From that day i already is on my own.. i'm 18, i'm no longer a kid anymore, i must know what to do..ya this is who i am. alright enough of typing.. cya guys again chaos~nitez

whatareword? written by Chris Medina~
This is what i call real music. Sang from bottom of his heart.
A real man of his words~

We Will Gold Forever

Ya B!tch!!! These few days is so bussssyyyyy till i can pummmmpppppp !!! to soooo muccchhhh... Ji keng yi xia~~ LOL! anw, other then pummmmmppp!! i still do self-revised.My first mini project is up, and this project seriously make me sicked. fucking dun understand a single shit.. but i wont give up that easy cause this project cause me 40% marks.. Must pumppp hardd hardd sia~~ Lastly this few months seems to have alot nice song is'nt it? Working is so tiring is'nt it?? maybe 2 or 3 months for me.. hmmm.. anw SGS is coming!! gonnaaa pummmppp lar~~ kk gonna stop, will blogg after few days later.. bye-la~

Everyday I'm shufflin~~...

This is the last time. This is the last said.

Today i don't feel like doing anything except blogging. So hello everyone. its like been a vacation week i did't blog. since i had abit of time i should blog. 2 days of bazzar was over. And i was glad to saw edbert & RJ overthere. suppose to attend todays dinner with them but due my school and plans today i don't really can make it :( anw, the lakers was trashed by the dallas 0-4 this 2011 playoff season but i can see they do really play hard wanna win this game. As for sch my subject topic is getting more and more complicated. The 0&1 and ABC seriously i needa something about it... gonna get ready for sch now.. chaos~

Life is so boring and tired till today i swear i'm not doin anythin
Just Wanna Lay In My Bed.

All I Know U Are So Unreal.

Glad my eyes almost bleeded , the lacked of fifteen hours air. The torment i suffered. The tiredness i absorbed. i need rest. Last sunday, had an awesome b-ball session as i did some of my acrobatic moves out while playing with tough defense adult opponent. I miss full court. anw, b-ball forever is my top priority sports even if im that busy. if i had time i will play. As for sch, 'slacked' .. Nothing much happened in fact i had a new bunch of 'LL' friends. They are simply bastard c:..Few more days pay day, heeehaaa peace~

Give me reason why i fucking blast my song ~
cause i'm so far away from the topic. And myself

You makes me in too deep.

God bless us that we are fucking fools.. Only fools dont give don't give up, don't abandon their comrades. People choose to be smart but i choose to be a fool.. i should get to choose to live in another planet other then earth. i though is easy to promise but i should not have believes it.. i will change my 5years and i had changed one part of it. I meant all the things i said.I'm trying to let you know that i'm better off on my own.. Nothing is worth even my closes one.

God bless us that we are broken people living under broken hut.
And it can't be outfought .It can't be outdone. It can't out matched. It can't be outrun.

我喜歡化学薬品.

My name ブライアン says
Day one i change my name. This who I've got to be. Start off with everywhere was lost. End with a few friends i made. pretty lucky for me during the first day. Yet tmr would be a busy day. Sch, deferment, work ya this is what i tmr gonna do 'busy life'.. i'm still not used to sch after my long 8 months work&holiday. But thanks to the 8months i seriously knows-learns-understand alot*Lfe*.. Afterall i gotta strive well for this year.. causes this is the only hope for me. lastly, gonna thanks jeremy for accompany me today.. chaos^^

could you come back home? Cause everybody knows you don't

Yaaaa... Time travels fast.. just like jupiter takes 9 hours and 50 minutes to complete one day. This is why i love to know more about universe. Right now, its all a new start again. From that day on, i'm not afraid to walk alone. New place new personality.. i must make this year a fruitful year. No matter how fucking low my luck is i have nothing left to s/c/a/r/e off.. Gonna work as long as i could. Until i find my way in the dark and out of light.. ..i'm just saying this will be a hard year. working during the weekdays add on school lesson. although i know how much i hate this.. but still have to move on.

''Gravity
Don't mean too much to me
I'm who I've got to be''

I Wanna Sleep With Common People Like You

To the hell people.. Live Lounge -common people by my chemical romance is out.. o fuck yes! Gerards way, his Live lounge with his sunglasses expression seriously can rocks like fcuk! Now waiting for the official song is out..Damm, can't wait !! anw, although my mum doesn't like the cake i pick but i can see she appreciate alot like a mini celebration.Like i guess our family is'nt suitable to celebrate.Had been consecutive working, tmr too.. most of my best colleague is leaving, as i expected. sch reopening from that day on. Stay still, till the time comes i will. add on, more to settle unsettled stuffs... chaos~

i'm gonna think of a way out to change.

Like Mother Like Son

Haa, Tmr is my mum __ birthday:) and there's a small little conversation between me and my bro.
Me: Oi, tmr mummy birthday leh...
bro: ...(ignore)
Me: we kup money buy cake okay?
bro: ... ... kk, but buy cheap cheap one.. not alot ppl eat.
Me: okay, but u tmr go buy ar..
bro: cannot tmr i 9+ reach home..
Me: i also sia.. tmr i got work not only u... somemore i though u mostly 8+ reach home one .. can what !!
Bro: today is today... tmr different timing wat.. 9+ then reach home.
Me: wah, then how?
Bro: ... ...
mummy: nvm lar, i buy lar.. but i wan see tmr i wanna celebrate anot.. if dun wan i dun buy ...(emo)
Me: sua, i buy okay? but kor must return me money ...
Me: give me $10 first..
Bro: Buy le.. Show me receipt first, then claim.
Me: -,-
see ...this is how cute my family is .. anw happy birthday mum :) alright, gonna work tmr.. chaos~

Every negatives pressure, i get used.

Things always seems so different where people try to act to cover. where i call them ''The Mask''. sometimes human is much more scarier than animal.. u will never know who is good or bad.. I been through many cunning people in my lives. In order for them to survive they will use their most dirties method to get rid u off. i dont know who is right or wrong. Maybe both were wrong. maybe it's my fault. Or maybe u just making excuses ?

These young guys are out there to play checkers. but i'm out there playing chess..

such a sassy bitch !!

You're unbelievable
Yeah, And I'm undefeatable.

i had get used to my luck now, when it comes to at end i had nothing to scare off.. yaaaa~ anw after a week im back to bloggin again.. as for yesterday, i accompany my mum to town first, then back to BPP. Met up with Roy off to far east (present). Then met up with andy to ION to get the present wrapped up. after that down to marina barrage celebrated xin you and jia yu bday. Night, went to JL house (cut cake) > 163 (dinner) > home sweet home. lastly, happy belated bday to both them :) chaos~!

Dont fuck around this is your last chance.

OMFG!! i knew i would said i wanna get that after watching it..craving & temptation is killing me. damm. anw pays gonna roll in any moments means cash is running out.. so looking forward to it after my hardwork. as for school is re-opening i can't stop now but to get up and go. causes mum and dad is not supporting me.. all my bills, transport fee, expenses bla bla bla ... ... i gonna support on my own..career and studies is important, money is the source of everything. fuck. anw i'm looking forward another killjoy video is coming up around may or early summer after their tour.. just can't to wait to see all MCR music video.. lastly, dont forget to catch secrets for sale later on.. chaos~

There might be something, But you just never know.

nice bike he had:)

life is never easy..everything seems to change. and i already know that. all i can is to remind myself to improvise,adapt and overcome. just like boyka fight till the very end ;) Yeah! again, went to quite a lot of place today. So maybe i put it in short form.. Went to Jurong first to accompany xy to get his mp3 > then to kallang (softball carnival) > suntec > Home..Short and sweet :) Gonna turn in soon. Tmr i will be working so it will be long long day to go.. chaos people.


~Truth is now acceptable
Faith is unavailable

Tell me i'm a bad bad bad bad man.

I should really watch motivating commercial 1st thing every morning.. = soul fuel.. Maybe one day i will make it and i believe. anw, i just now wanna earn more saving and pay back my bro for the LCD that he bought on IT show.. after that i will get myself a starhub to catch the daily NBA TV.. Hee.. ya, and on the another note hope the people at japan is alright. and fuck those people who is criticising them. patience&Peace~

ijustlikechemicalromacelyricslife~

What the worst i can said.

u will be fucking dead! if u try to mess with the chi-chi people... fuck u!!Don't u try to tease me chi-chi. cause it fucking spoil my working mood! when u try assume, u are making an ASS out of U and Me. get it chi-chi? ASS-U-ME. seriously i cant tolerate the way u judge or assume !! chi-chi u are fucking blacklisted by me.. means u r faggot.. lastly, this for you chi-chi _l_ ..

I love the way u don't love me.

O Geezus !! yesterday was the final bazaar for BR. And i bought all my reserved items home !! total of 86% off for each item. HolySh!t !! and i cant resist to get all of it.. !! Now i'm fucking broke i'm serious. overall, after this whole month working for this 2 bazaar. it's a new experience that i ever gain. knowing all different outlet colleagues, its so fun working tgt with them !! heheh.. cause we can chat all we wan, LOL!! went for b-ball session again.. seriously my bone is breaking! maybe it's been a time i did't do stretching exercise.. geez! anw, i must buck up my fadeway like fast ~~ alright, gonna work tmr. chaos everyone ~~


His hair is hot~

You And My Destiny

The one and only party poison !!

Look Alive, Sunshine.it's me, not you, she, he, or they. Today is 1st march 109. i went to the alpha again for xy and sean interview. afterward went back to clementi grab some bite and off to queensway. had curry chicken rice for dinner. home sweet home. This week schedule is so packed thanks to the pigs wont quit. hope i can get my pay tmr chaos.

i appreciate the song alot 'destiny' by super junior m.

bryan backs it up

Did i ever mention my name at blog before? well look at my header :) kay back to present, supposed to work today but in order for me to try my shoe so desperately. i skipped my afternoon work and attended today's b-ball session. The feeling after wearing it was like!! i just freaking love my shoe alot !! ya the best ever shoe i had. i swear. so about 5+ i head back to work.. There's this temporary 2day part timer. i begin to chat with her for almost like start of the work till the end of the work. this is the first time i can chat without working. LOL.. If i can do that everyday that will be great !! anw today is the best closing me and my colleague had.

I wish i make a wish

Tinkering with all the surpise i saw.

Life is always so un-predictable that we don't even know what come after next. hopefully nothing is wrong with her.. hai~~ anw back to topic. Know what? Today i got myself a kobe all-star ZoomVI without hesitate. This is the first ever kobe present that i bought for myself. Seriously i have no regrets but expect more.. hehe.. These few day i had been keep spending & spending ... seriously like i saw every god damm items i like i will buy. damm i must start saving and resist all these temptation !! Hmm, is about time for bed gonna catch a work tomorrow.. so cya!!

It's all misunderstood.

Simple is always better then perfect ;) hellya... this 3d2n chalet seriously i did ton of stuffs. like BBQ-ing. Gambling. having fun in ntuc. went for work. movies. brisk walking at night. solo cycling. so and so ... ... overall was fine for me. 2011 nba allstar also falls within this 3 days. Did't really manage to watch it but i gonna DL the full game replay for sure!! anw congratz kobe claims his 4th allstar mvp awards :D o ya lastly. happy advance b'day sean !!! ~peace

The same old story.

basketball session !!! ya only 4 turn up. like =.=. anw i did't really get to play alot today. But i get to watch some phil vs SG on a full court match. 2 different country 2 different playing method. well, both team were great. just 2 different playing method i can learn :) Had been working alot these few days... felt so. nvm shall endure one more month and back to my holiday life. anw study life is about to return. shall get some rest first :)

-To every game is for me to enjoy

Voyage de la Vie (Journey of Life)

oh damm !! CNY is over like a speed of light. lol, anw the best part for my cny is i yesterday visited the first circus production in Singapore 'Voyage de la Vie' at Resorts World Sentosa.

The story is about a boy’s metaphoric journey, or a rite of passage before he becomes an adult. He enter the world of the mysterious Lantern Keeper, the charming Crystal Cat and the mesmerizing Diva along with extraordinary inhabitants. The Boy's meets various fascinating imaginary characters who taught him important lessons & guide him along his search for the meaning of Life. overall the concert was amazing and motivating. Deserve to watch.

My cny is over. And tmr i gonna head back to work. seriously i dun feel like.. but i see ppl during the cny still working. i must work hard to earn more saving. This is the Journey of Life.

Your mission is to save the code.

'Saving private ryan' was one of the best movie i ever seen. And seriously i learned alot from it. life is always fragile and sad.. it makes me very emotional when i'm watching it. My next movie i wanna watch will be 'Windtalkers'!! The trailer was awesome and i wanna dl in my itouch! Just had an fullest bball session. i just love the game that i had. i guess everyone are having their reunion dinner right now. Since i still had some time before my dinner. its time for 2k11. So Happy cny everyone. peace~~

I'm living in a world of The Black Parade

It's been quite awhile since i blogged. hmm.. so let me blog again! Its been raining cat and dog from yesterday till today freaking spoiled my b-ball session.. sad~ anw i had been working for the past few days..And the feeling was superb bored + happy = ?. yup the answer is '?'.

Did something awful to someone infront of my mum today. although i knew i did the wrong thing but still as long as i know i what i'm doing no one can stop me from doing it. even my mum witness it. nvm everything is already over~ Cny is around the corner and i guess this year wont be a great one to me. In fact i did't expect much but to stick to myself.

bye everyone~!

The last thing i see you are never coming home

The Ghost Of You -Mcr

i wan to watch 'Saving Private Ryan' and 'The longest yard' during my FREE TIME !!!! LoL.I wan play bowling and b-ball !!

Could i ? Should i ?

Recently i had caught this movie Black Hawks Down. i know is a old movies but it still suddenly gave me a urge to watch this movie again.. The bottom line is this - soldiers do not fight for what some world leader says on t.v ,they dont fight for glory or medals. Hell, they don't even fight for a drink of water. They Fight For Each Other. anw, this quotes makes me even more understand about life... Well i just came home from Np. Hopefully good news comes upon. i see, i gonna get ready for work later on.. so cya ;)

Sometimes, we have to accept things like they are

alright time for me to blog againn... so did anyone notice the 55points game where the lakers crush the cav's.. geezus, i should't had missed out that game.it's even more exciting than the allstar game !! nvm, gonna track down the full game replay.. MCR new albums 'danger days' is out ! Simply love their song and their lead vocalist Gerard Way. So glad they are still back.. alright, gonna go for interview so cya :)

Sometimes, we have to accept things like they are..

I had something i would like to say

Recently i had visited 2 of the poly open house.. Just hopefully i could enter one of the any course that i had in mind..Somehow people gave me negative comments like ''cannot'' or ''never'' since i did't even hit the criteria. But i had not even try, why cant? As long as i know i'm doing the right thing, no one can stop me from doing it. you may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one. like i said :)

I Flys And Goes Like a Merry-Go-Round

So ya 2010 is over and now is 2011. hmm, a brand new year to start with again ;) so ytd, i went into Jb and shop my ass off there . Nevertheless we had lots of fun. Maybe sooner or later i gonna get back to work but at the mean time i still wanna rest.. so forum let me end my post with a quotes - ''once again always again'' .