i choose to run away like it was yesterday.

what is the worst? and what can be the worst? my brain!! fuck that! had been 3 days consecutive headache!! after all those panadol pills!! just bury me with my fav colours. nevertheless i still went for work!! jesus, my throat, my pathetic nose, geez.... seriously i had lost interested of working.. i got no choice!! if not i swear i won't work and live on. as for school.. please give me hope!! and i'm slowing moving back to my track.. alright, not gonna fuck around anymore!! so long and goodbye~

Nobody knows me im cold walkin down this road all alone.

You’ve got that smile that i’ll give my life up for you.. slept for a few hours today. And forced myself up for b-ball session. Had all 3 full court games and managed to win all 3 !! who say most of the short will lost to the tall !! nope,'effort' is the game. seriously... had not been working for this whole week, means next week my schedule gonna be packed!! cash running low ya gonna work more and fill it back :D next wed then can PUMP!!! like also no time for alot of thing, gonna start planning for next week :( Recently caught most of the movie like HP3, transformer3, HangoverII, Mr popper penguins blah blah blah.. make me like movie insane. LOL. yaaa, after class test over means NDP coming.. after NDP means exams is near.. gonna make my move already, never start late. Hmm.. that's about it :D bye...

Toss a grenade

Dear blog,i'm back to blog again :)) Someone told me at the age of 33 i will turn back the clock and he say i still has it... ... So ya, holiday is gonna end at this week.. means hell is ahead. :) hopefully, this week i plann my schedule perfectly :)) fucking,lots of things to do !!! Hmmm and hope by end of year get i my license ,good grades and earn fucking lots of money!!.. after all the license fee, transport feee, my expensee bla bla bla+++.. seriously i'm fucking broke!! anw, easy come easy go, life always on :) As for tdy, went home tgt with my supervisor and i'm always his best listener :) after all of his words, my minds started to rotated. The hard work, the stress. criticism, everything he tolerated.. u wont be able to know.. but i know something! Those outsider eyes.. my friends, my family.. it's different.. hmmmm, ya thats for all today.. i will re-update again goodbye :) ''I would go through all this pain, take a bullet straight through my bulletproof heart. ''

The lyrics Eminem - Space Bound

Looking amazing.

I wondering why am i bloggin right now? maybe i miss my blog bah.. anw i'm having my 3weeks of holiday like fast one, i guess;) once sch re-open gonna get back on track and start study ** everytime once holiday i is either enjoy, slack not endure.. i wanna go PUMPP!!! feel so no time and lazy right now~~ gonna work.. now then i know i over spent my limit!! Happy is tmr is pay day :))was wondering did i change alot? or what am i to myself? had been asking this to myself~ i must always remind to control and be myself.. Cause this is what i should be and not change.. hmmm gonna work le Fullstop~ Heee

i must constant remind!!!

What Are Words?

After i heard this song i understand my life is so fortunate.. So we must hang on, never stop just keep going..There's always a miracle. Cherish my life, cherish my love ones. Recently i don't really have time for sleep or stop down.. i must earn. i must study. i must be 2times of myself. i know i have no life.. No joy, no fun, no time for my favorite things.. But i understand after everything is worth. i respect my parents alot cause they gave me alot that i haven't repay them.. Life is never easy, just like money not easy to earn.. From that day i already is on my own.. i'm 18, i'm no longer a kid anymore, i must know what to do..ya this is who i am. alright enough of typing.. cya guys again chaos~nitez

whatareword? written by Chris Medina~
This is what i call real music. Sang from bottom of his heart.
A real man of his words~