All I Know U Are So Unreal.

Glad my eyes almost bleeded , the lacked of fifteen hours air. The torment i suffered. The tiredness i absorbed. i need rest. Last sunday, had an awesome b-ball session as i did some of my acrobatic moves out while playing with tough defense adult opponent. I miss full court. anw, b-ball forever is my top priority sports even if im that busy. if i had time i will play. As for sch, 'slacked' .. Nothing much happened in fact i had a new bunch of 'LL' friends. They are simply bastard c:..Few more days pay day, heeehaaa peace~

Give me reason why i fucking blast my song ~
cause i'm so far away from the topic. And myself

You makes me in too deep.

God bless us that we are fucking fools.. Only fools dont give don't give up, don't abandon their comrades. People choose to be smart but i choose to be a fool.. i should get to choose to live in another planet other then earth. i though is easy to promise but i should not have believes it.. i will change my 5years and i had changed one part of it. I meant all the things i said.I'm trying to let you know that i'm better off on my own.. Nothing is worth even my closes one.

God bless us that we are broken people living under broken hut.
And it can't be outfought .It can't be outdone. It can't out matched. It can't be outrun.

我喜歡化学薬品.

My name ブライアン says
Day one i change my name. This who I've got to be. Start off with everywhere was lost. End with a few friends i made. pretty lucky for me during the first day. Yet tmr would be a busy day. Sch, deferment, work ya this is what i tmr gonna do 'busy life'.. i'm still not used to sch after my long 8 months work&holiday. But thanks to the 8months i seriously knows-learns-understand alot*Lfe*.. Afterall i gotta strive well for this year.. causes this is the only hope for me. lastly, gonna thanks jeremy for accompany me today.. chaos^^

could you come back home? Cause everybody knows you don't

Yaaaa... Time travels fast.. just like jupiter takes 9 hours and 50 minutes to complete one day. This is why i love to know more about universe. Right now, its all a new start again. From that day on, i'm not afraid to walk alone. New place new personality.. i must make this year a fruitful year. No matter how fucking low my luck is i have nothing left to s/c/a/r/e off.. Gonna work as long as i could. Until i find my way in the dark and out of light.. ..i'm just saying this will be a hard year. working during the weekdays add on school lesson. although i know how much i hate this.. but still have to move on.

''Gravity
Don't mean too much to me
I'm who I've got to be''

I Wanna Sleep With Common People Like You

To the hell people.. Live Lounge -common people by my chemical romance is out.. o fuck yes! Gerards way, his Live lounge with his sunglasses expression seriously can rocks like fcuk! Now waiting for the official song is out..Damm, can't wait !! anw, although my mum doesn't like the cake i pick but i can see she appreciate alot like a mini celebration.Like i guess our family is'nt suitable to celebrate.Had been consecutive working, tmr too.. most of my best colleague is leaving, as i expected. sch reopening from that day on. Stay still, till the time comes i will. add on, more to settle unsettled stuffs... chaos~

i'm gonna think of a way out to change.

Like Mother Like Son

Haa, Tmr is my mum __ birthday:) and there's a small little conversation between me and my bro.
Me: Oi, tmr mummy birthday leh...
bro: ...(ignore)
Me: we kup money buy cake okay?
bro: ... ... kk, but buy cheap cheap one.. not alot ppl eat.
Me: okay, but u tmr go buy ar..
bro: cannot tmr i 9+ reach home..
Me: i also sia.. tmr i got work not only u... somemore i though u mostly 8+ reach home one .. can what !!
Bro: today is today... tmr different timing wat.. 9+ then reach home.
Me: wah, then how?
Bro: ... ...
mummy: nvm lar, i buy lar.. but i wan see tmr i wanna celebrate anot.. if dun wan i dun buy ...(emo)
Me: sua, i buy okay? but kor must return me money ...
Me: give me $10 first..
Bro: Buy le.. Show me receipt first, then claim.
Me: -,-
see ...this is how cute my family is .. anw happy birthday mum :) alright, gonna work tmr.. chaos~

Every negatives pressure, i get used.

Things always seems so different where people try to act to cover. where i call them ''The Mask''. sometimes human is much more scarier than animal.. u will never know who is good or bad.. I been through many cunning people in my lives. In order for them to survive they will use their most dirties method to get rid u off. i dont know who is right or wrong. Maybe both were wrong. maybe it's my fault. Or maybe u just making excuses ?

These young guys are out there to play checkers. but i'm out there playing chess..